Today we talked about stress management during civics and I was thinking what kind of stress do I have?? I couldn't really think of anything to say so I said "buying presents"~ Lame laa.. But it can be quite leh. Especially when it's last minute and we have a budget.. and we don't know what the person wants.. Hor Bird? haha.. For me stress normally arises when I don't have enough time to do what I ought to do.. Other than that nothing much la.. sally mentioned "piano exam" which is more of nervousness for me la.. The environment doesn't do any help.. You go into this cold room with a piano and a table and chair for the ang moh examiner.. The examiner sits behind you as you play.. There's not even a window.. Aiyo. Why like that?

Yesterday was the track events.. and I got in 2nd! wahha.. U know why? Cos I was in the 2nd heat and there were only 4 girls! hahahaha.. So there were only 12 girls in the A division running 100m.. haha.. But shiok la. I like the type of adrenaline rush when the 'bang' goes off.. wahha.. However I sort of limited my own mindset cos I thought 100m is quite far and so I was afraid to really chiong at the beginning as my stamina is not that good.. Nvm try again on 3rd June! =)

And I haven't gotten over the thought of me going for bv audition!!! Goodness.. wahhaa.. Steph is teaching me how to listen for parts.. Something which I'm really weak in.. The audition requires us to listen for parts and sing it out! Goodness.. That's my main concern la.. But nvm I'm going to do my best anyway.. =)

I seriously can't wait for 23rd Nov to come!!! =( School is seriously restricting me in so many ways.. I wanna be a counsellor/social worker next time but my friend told me i'll be poor the rest of my life haha.. Come to think of it it's true to a certain extent.. The starting pay is around 2400, but the increment is not much lor. But I like what. I've thought of becoming a doctor/nurse as well.. But the way I see Jing memorises all the names of medicines, I was so turned off haha.. However my greatest dream is to be a pianist actually.. So I'm going to continue my piano lesson after my exam.. Actually a part of me wanna go NAFA like steph.. Should I follow my heart and break away from the norm of wanting to go NUS/NTU? I'm getting excited from the thought of gg nafa la! I'll get to learn so much more about music and piano.. and singing.. aww.. Ultimate.. then i'll be so much closer to my dreamS of being a BV and a pianist! How exciting la.. I'm smiling at the thought now la. hahaha.. =) Then me and steph can go around the world to perform.. LOL.. awww... Then I can give away free tickets to my concert.. LOL! Then must really set up AFC and find a manager.. hahaha.. Okok. Ultimate.. haha.. Doesn't hurt to dream big right? =) Promise me you'll come support me ok.. wahahaha.. I promise to sign on your shirt! LOL~